LIFE GARDEN- BY MADISON SIMKIN

Just found something I had written a couple of months ago...

Its funny when you read things and you have to remind yourself, Oh i wrote that!..

ENJOY!

Sometimes people place a seed upon your life through their words or actions. That seed can take the shape of positive or negative form. Usually we hold on to the positive seeds planted by others and nurture and water it within our lives. But sometimes we forget about the Negative seeds. Even though we are not acknowledging them they have still been planted and overtime turn into our life Weeds. We tend to be unable to put our finger on the problem at the time because we have turned a blind eye to the negative but when it catches up sometime its can be a long painful process to clean and weed our life garden to make it healthy, green and thriving again. It is important to make sure those negative words (seeds) that people place upon us are dealt with and unplanted so we have nothing to overgrow the nurtured best parts of ourselves and so we can be the best we can be and grow more and more beautiful every day.

Hello welcome to Madison Simkin's Blog!

Hello fellow friends and readers.

I have decided to start blogging. This is because of numerous reasons but the main one is I have a lot to say and things I like to share with the world. and I sure I'd like to know people's opinions regarding things. for those of you who are reading this and don't know me well. I'm 21 and have a beautiful daughter named Miabella. she is almost 1 now and time is traveling fast. I also have a beautiful partner who is my support, best friends and someone who is just simply really amazing.

I think that Life is so precious and we really have to make the most of it. A good start is just enjoying yourself, being happy, and achieving all you want. Everyone has dreams and goals! DON'T YOU?!?! and if you don't i urge you deeply to think about setting some. Because life without direction can be quite meaningless.

I begin to think of my life several years ago. I had dreams and aspirations. I wanted to model and had received a dance scholarship which could have opened many doors. then it all came to a crashing holt when I became pregnant. Initially i thought i'd never be able to do the things i wanted to in life because now my life was committed to my baby growing inside me and everything I was do from then on was for there benefit. So I just existed. existed in a sense of I had no life direction I was just going around in circles...As time continued and little "Miabella Grace was born"  I still felt helpless and someone "Stuck" in the thing so called life. Everyone around was achieving things and getting places and I was just living day to day with no real meaning to anything. I began to grown more resentful towards myself and other around me who were successful in any way. As time past I got lost in my emotions.

As time passed (and after watching one of those inspirational movies- you know the ones the make you feel like you can do anything!!) i began to make much more positive decisions for my life. I began to see there was so much more to me than mummy for the rest of my life and I could and can still do the things I set out for, It's just they are on what i like to call 'Hold"... So now I'm studying at university a Bachelor of education. Not that teaching is my main life direction but after many days of thinking I have come to terms with it being a good thing to fall back on and while my other life plans are still waiting to happen then why not. I must admit I have nearly pulled out of this course many times because It's not what i want to do. "then what do you want to do Madison?" I know i asked myself that all the time. I want to model but at the same time I don't think I know myself for sure. Everyday I discover new things about myself.,new things as a mummy, new things as a  partner and new things as an individual Madison. 

I guess the purpose of my beginning post Is to state to everyone. We are all learning who we are. what our purpose is and how to be happy everyday of our lives. There is no set choice or once your in a profession your not locked in you can change and its never to late!....

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Looking forward to posting photo's, song's, thought's and having discussions with you all.

Maddie S.